Well, it's been about a year since my best friend Scarlett passed.
Up until the 1 year anniversary of her death (Jan. 17th), I missed her every single day. I thought about how if she was still here, she'd either be in grad school getting her MFA or completing all the picture projects we had in mind.
It's really just weird not having her around still. It really is. But I know I'll eventually be at peace.
On the anniversary of her death, I didn't have much time to think. My job and other worries kept me busy so there was no time for me to breakdown and cry (I did that the night before). But as I type this, tears stream down my face because I just feel a hole in my heart and I don't know if it will ever be filled.
I just know that life must and has to go on.
Up until the 1 year anniversary of her death (Jan. 17th), I missed her every single day. I thought about how if she was still here, she'd either be in grad school getting her MFA or completing all the picture projects we had in mind.
It's really just weird not having her around still. It really is. But I know I'll eventually be at peace.
On the anniversary of her death, I didn't have much time to think. My job and other worries kept me busy so there was no time for me to breakdown and cry (I did that the night before). But as I type this, tears stream down my face because I just feel a hole in my heart and I don't know if it will ever be filled.
I just know that life must and has to go on.
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